destination:LIFE

I'm at a point in my life right now where I feel like I'm on the verge of breaking down I feel as if i have nothing left to give but for some reason I keep pushing trying to find something there. School annoys me one of my courses especially no matter what I do is like i can never seem to do it right and everything else is just average although i would believe or people have made me to believe I'm above average i have numerous capabilities that i just need to explore. Honestly i feel like i'm going to fail everything which i really can't afford to cause it's costly to re-do courses and it would be a major set back.
I recently started thinking to myself what really are my goals I'm majoring in something that I once loved but now i'm not so sure that's the path i wanna take. Although en route to the future it would be expected that a few detours would fall in place.
What happens when the people you always thought would be there for u fail u? Who are u going to rely on for advice and a shoulder to cry on and who are u going to share you secrets with? What do u do when your trust is betrayed more than once? How do u know u can trust someone after all u been through? I have questions but why can i never seem to come up with the answers?